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But, just think if we really had 400 years to live.
That would be something for sure—would our art slow down.
I’m thinking that if we had a few more years to learn our craft,
would we feel a bit more comfortable taking time to really understand the
nature of all the things entailed in our craft.
We could take time studying the human body in depth—20 years—30
years—whatever it took to get there.
Once we were rid of time constraints, would it make much difference
whether we understood what we were doing in 10 years or 100 years?
We would be free to do and go where we needed.
Having mastered one subject, we would be free to move on to
others—other subjects and other mediums.
I understand that time pushes us and that push is a
motivator to get things done. Given
400 years, I’m not sure we would use the extra time wisely.
Would a longer life mean just the same accomplishment in that many
more years? Maybe we would go
so slow that we wouldn’t accomplish much more in 400 years than we
accomplished in 80 years.
A year is defined by how long it takes the earth to
revolve around the sun. Einstein
said that time was relative—but I don’t think he was talking about art
and life. It seems to me that
time has speeded up on this end. When
I was 17, a year lasted ages, and now in middle age, a year seems to last
about three seconds. What is
that all about? And I guess
that is what has gotten me to this subject.
I’m living in the here and now. The future is what it will be, but it won’t change my own
struggle to find the best within myself at this moment in my life.
I like waking up everyday and thinking about my art.
Art gives my life meaning—it reminds to look closely at everyday
things—so many things to see and think about.
I know I don’t have enough time—and sometimes I don’t think
400 years would be enough. But, I have what I have, and must make the best of it.
I will paint tonight and think further. |